flirting session! by :claudyaalliana

 awwww,, this is damn cute,, omg! ,,

Cerpen [First love is endlessly]

"Kevin .. turun nak" teriak bunda dari ruang tamu.

"ada apa sih bun ??" teriak kevin dari dalam kamar.

"udah kamu buruan kesinii" jawab bunda.

Kevin pun keluar kamar dengan malas-malasan, "kenapa sih bun ?? kevin tuh ca..." kata-kata kevin terputus ketika melihat seorang gadis cantik tengah duduk di sofa. Saat dia melihat kevin, dia melemparkan senyum yang sudah lama tak ku lihat. Seketika itu rasa cape kevin hilang. kevin tersenyum.

"Ify" kata rio tak percaya saat melihat seorang yang sangat kevin sayangi. Seorang yang telah ditunggu kevin selama 3tahun.

Cinta pertama kevin.

"hy vin" sapa gadis itu yang ternyata bernama Ify

"bunda tinggal dulu ya Ify" kata bunda lalu pergi meninggalkan kevin & ify.

kevin berlari menuju arah ify lalu memeluknya.

"Ifffyyyy kapan lo pulang?? gue kangeeen banget sm lo" 3tahun lalu Ify pergi ke singapura untuk berobat tapi kevin juga tak tau apa penyakitnya.

"aduh..sakit kev" rintih ify kesakitan karena pelukan kevin yang kencang,

"eh sorry fy, abisnya gue kangen banget sama lo" kata kevin sambil tersenyum memandang wajah ify.

"haha biasa aja kali kev, gue tau kalo gue tuh ngangenin" kata ify sambil tertawa lepas.

"ih dasar .." kata kevin sambil mengacak acak rambutnya

Skip aja yaah kangen-kangenanya haha...

+++++++++++ keesokan harinya

kevin mengajak ify pergi ke taman, tempat favorit mereka dulu.

"gue gak nyangka lo akan bawa gue kesini lagi" kata ify.

"emang kenapa ?? lo gak suka gue bawa ke sini??" tanya kevin penuh curiga.

"eh bukan gitu, gue seneng kok, seneng banget malah" kata ify sambil tersenyum manis.

'apa aku bisa terus sama kamu ? apa aku bisa terus liat senyum kamu itu fy?' batin kevin.

kevin memegang tangan ify dan kevin bisa melihat raut wajahnya yang berubah menjadi kaget, perlahan wajahnya mulai memerah. kevin tersenyum kecil.

"3tahun gue nunggu fy, dan gue pengen ngomong sesuatu sama lo sebelum semua terlambat" rio melihat raut keheranan di wajah ify, orang yang kevin sayang.

"ngomong apaan ??" tanya ify penasaran. kevin tersenyum lembut pada ify dan tetap memegang erat tangan ify.

"apa lo tau perasaan gue selama ini ke lo??"

Ify menatapku tak mengerti. kevin pun melanjutkan perkataannya "gue sayang sama lo ify, sayaaaanggg banget..apa lo gatau ?? apa sikap gue selama ini belom bisa nunjukin bahwa gue sayang sama lo ??" kata kevin mengungkapkan perasaannya pada ify. Ify semakin tak mengerti

"lo nembak gue ??" tanya ify penuh rasa heran. kevin tersenyum untuk menjawab pertanyaannya yang berarti 'iya'

"hmm..gue pikir pikir dulu boleh ga ??" tanya ify.

"boleh, tapi jangan lama lama ya, ntar gue keburu pergi" kata kevin.

"pergi ?? lo mau kemanaa ?? mau pindah ??" tanya ify dengan raut wajah sedih.

"bukan .. udah lo gak perlu tau. pokoknya gue tunggu jawaban dari lo" kata kevin menjelaskan.

Suasana sepi beberapa saat, suara hp ify membuyarkan suasana sepi.

"halo ??" ify mengangkat telfonnya "yah, ntar dulu deh maa .... ih iyadeh aku pulang sekarang" ify menutup telfonnya.

Sambil mendesah kecil ify berkata "huh..anterin gue pulang kev" kevin menatapnya heran.

"hoh kenapa ?? baru juga bentar" tanya kevin pada ify.

"tapi gue disuruh pulang" kata ify dengan wajah cemberut

"oohh..iyadeh gue anter. tapi jangan lupa sama jawaban lo ya" kata kevin mengingatkan ify.

"siap bos" kata ify sambil tertawa lepas.

'apa aku bisa ninggalin kamu fy ?? apa aku bisa liat kamu sedih kalo aku ninggalin kamu nanti ??' batin kevin.

kevin menggandeng tangan ify menuju motornya dan mengantar ify pulang.

Skiipp..

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kevin gelisah, sudah seminggu tak ada kabar dari ify. Seminggu setelah hari dimana kevin menyatakan cinta padanya. Apa dia lupa sama kevin ?? Atau dia kembali lagi ke singapura ?? Lalu bagaimana dengan jawaban dari pertanyaan kevin ??

Tiba tiba kepala kevin terasa pusing, darah segar menetes dari hidungnya. 'Oh Tuhan mengapa penyakitku semakin parah sajaa..' batin kevin

kevin membuka lagi map merah pemberian dokter tadi siang. Kangker otak stadium akhir.kevin melap hidungnya dengan tangan, lalu mengambil motor dan segera melaju kerumah ify.

Setelah kevin sampai, kevin melihat ramai sekali rumahnya. kevin turun dan mulai melangkah menuju halaman rumah ify. 'kenapa semua menangis ?? ada apa ini' pikirkevin.

Saat kevin memasuki rumah ify, betapa kagetnya kevin melihat sosok seorang yang kevin sayangi terbaring lemas tak bernyawa. Air mata kevin pun mengalir membasahi pipinya.

"Iffyyyyyyy..."tangis kevin pecah,kevin tak bisa menahan air matanya lagi.kevin terpukul, kevin tak bisa menerima kenyataan.

Dari dalam kevin melihat acha, adik ify keluar menghampiri kevin. Dia memberikan surat pada kevin. Segera kevin membuka surat itu, apa isi surat itu.

Dear kevin,....

Maafin gue ya, gue harus pergi ninggalin lo.Maaf selama ini gue ga cerita tentang penyakit gue ke lo, gue cuma ga pengen liat lo sedih.Maaf gue ga bisa habisin saat terakhir gue sama lo, gue yakin lo bisa tanpa gue.

Lo mau tau ga jawaban gue ?? gue mau kev, gue juga sayang sama lo. Udah lama gue nunggu lo nyatain cinta ke gue. Tapi kenapa baru sekarang ??

Gue sayang sama lo kev, tetep senyum ya pangerankuu ..

I love u forever

byee ...

Tangis kevin semakin kencang, kevin berlari menuju jasad ify yang tergeletak lemas. kevin mengguncangkan tubuh ify, berharap ify bangun dan memelu kevin "Ifyy,, bangun fyy, bangunnn"

Tak lama kemudian kevin merasakan pusing yang teramat sangat, kevin merasakan hidungnya dialiri oleh darah segar. Matanya perlahan tak dapat melihat apa apa dan kemudian gelap.

kevin melihat ify tersenyum padanya mengajak kevin menuju suatu keabadian. kevin memegang tangannya, kevin ikut dengan ify menuju surga.

Ify lah cinta pertama dan terakhir kevin. Cinta yg abadi.

How To Move On by : alliana

ok,, ahhaha edisi galau dari alliana lagi,, gue bakal share lah,, step-step buat move on dari someone,,,

check this out

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Cut off contact. You cannot forget someone if you still see him or her all the time, or constantly hear about his or her activities. Consider these strategies:

Make sure you won't run into this person during your day-to-day activities. If you go grocery shopping at the same time, or take the same route home from work, tweak your schedule slightly so a chance meeting becomes more unlikely.

For right now, avoid social gatherings where you know he or she will be present. Politely explain to the host that you hope the event goes well, and that you are staying away only because you want to avoid a painful encounter.

Remove him or her from your electronic life. Delete his or her contact information from your phone and email account, block his or her Facebook profile, and take any other measures to prevent unwanted contact. If necessary, change your email address.

Ask your mutual friends to stop updating you on this person's doings. Something terribly interesting might have happened, but you do not need to hear about it. If your friend forgets and accidentally mentions this person to you, gently remind him or her of your request, saying something like, "I'm sorry, Jane, but it's too upsetting for me to think about Bill. Maybe we could talk about something else."

If you can't bear to get rid of certain items, bag them up and ask a family member or close friend if you can store them in their house, away from easy access. Request the items be kept out of your reach for at least 6 months.

Go through your MP3 player and delete any songs that remind you of him or her. Replace them with encouraging, upbeat tracks that encourage you to be confident and forge ahead.

If you have a child or a pet with this person, obviously you cannot just get rid of them. Instead, focus on the things you have done to nurture this being and give it a good life.

If you believe in a higher power, karma, or some form of cosmic justice, reason that he or she will get the appropriate payback eventually.

If you do not believe that someone else will dole out payback on your behalf, make peace with the fact that life is not fair. This person may have hurt you unjustly, but that does not give you the right to act out.

Remember the old George Herbert quote: "Living well is the best revenge." Going on with your life and refusing to sink to the other person's level communicates to him or her that you will not be affected by what happened, essentially rendering it insignificant

2

Remove all reminders of this person. Purge your life of anything that brings up painful memories of this person. Not looking at these things every day will help you move on.

3

Stop thinking about him or her. Once you have cut off contact and removed visible reminders of this person, it should be easier to avoid thinking about your pain. If, however, a sudden thought does intrude, stop it in its tracks. Say "no" to yourself or aloud and immediately shift your attention to whatever is in front of you. Resist the urge to wallow in self-pity, and resolve that thinking of him or her in any way is off-limits.

4

Get over any desire for revenge. Recognize that wanting to take revenge on someone (by making him or her jealous, upset, or sorry) still qualifies as thinking about them. You can't move on and forget if you're obsessed with vengeance, so learn how to let it go.

5

If you're still having trouble, set aside time to express your feelings. If you have tried everything and still cannot resist thinking about him or her, try a new approach. Set aside a limited amount of time (such as an hour or two) to sit down and write out all your feelings about what happened. Once time is up or you've run out of things to say (whichever happens first), close the document and put it away somewhere. Next time you are tempted to dwell on this person, tell yourself, "No, I've already expressed my feelings about that. I won't waste time by doing it again."

6

Find a healthy distraction. Keep yourself on the right track by replacing the time you would have spent with this person (or would have spent thinking about him or her) with a new activity. Take up a hobby you have always wanted to try, join an intramural sports league, or start a new form of exercise. Whatever it is, it should be so interesting and engrossing that you can't manage to think of anything else while you're doing it.

Ok dahh gua rasa cukup tutorial how to move on, hahahahah,,, sekali lagi, makasih udah mau mampir blog iniii !

When i was your girl

Dear diary love

Today i feel i'm a really bad girl and really feel sorry to my heart. 

Really like i'm plastic women just silent when somebody do a something 

trouble thing to me. Oh god why i'm like this. Its really disappointed

behavior.  Please please i should wake up. I must can everything

before late. 

But i really-really want. But why like this. Like no happen

and like some fun game and just fun baby. Damm it ! it really suck .

no body know. No body care. Every time i'm thinking. Every time

i remember that time. Why like no respond. Just i like barbie doll

stand without no heart. It's really sad when seen the last on and

just silent respond to me. Oh god, please remove all feeling like

this :( i'm so really afraid and so so feeling bad ! 

I think it just some game. I know i'm not worthy and just 

kid. Yeah kid :'D Why i so fool . Arr bad feeling i hate u :'(

Thank you give a sin and a bad feeling . I really appreciate :')

I just wish i have a great answer and lost of question mark of this feeling.

do not clap one hand you will die. Adios 

EMOTICON DAY ^^ by:alliana

helo guys,, wellcomeback again with alliana here! i want to share some emotions to you guys, hahhaso ou can using it in social media, and other,, it's like you're using blackberry....

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